it’s been over a month since i last blogged- it’s always ‘i’ll get to it later’ and well just call me queen of procrastination.

So much shit has happened I don’t know were to start. maybe I’ll just do several blog postings and move on from there..

readers digest? crashed and totaled my car the beginning of april, barely and i do mean BARELY managing to get by. we’re literally one rent payment away from being homeless.

Work and business is scarce. not for lack of trying or looking.

I’ve managed to get  a VERY VERY part-time cleaning gig. I’ve got  a couple other prospects for some ‘at home’ work but shit like that always leaves me sketchy..but it came recommended from someone I know, so I’ll follow through on it and see what comes of it.

by the end of the month because my child support is coming in regular again – I’ll only need to find another $500 to pay rent & electric

mind you this isn’t covering the gas to go to job interviews, or to the grocery store or to doctor’s appointments.

so yeah, I’m really fucking stressed.